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August 25th, 2005
03:41 pm - Flash Update!!! (That's not so flashy)
Right now I'm over at Tristan's house (that's my boyfriend of 2 months and 4 days). He makes me so happy, just seeing him makes me smile so hard that my cheeks hurt. I know and hope in my heart that we are meant to be together. We are like total opposites, but still compliment each other so well. We talk about the future, which most guys are afraid to talk about, and I know he's sincere about everything, I can just feel it. He treat's me so well, for our two month anniversary, he bought me roses and wrote me the most beautiful poem I've ever read in my life...it was so deep and had so much meaning to it...he really knows how to get to me...and I know that he will be there for me through thick and thin because we've already been put to the test a couple of times and still came up on top.
School wise, I'm not in marching band anymore because everyone in my section sux, they are so rude to everyone and thing, they think they're god, and that's just now the way I roll. So that's over with. School is going good though, all of my clases are fun and i like everyone in my classes. I just hope that this year stays good... I mean it is my senior year and all... well, guess i'll post in a couple weeks or so,whenever I feel like it...BYE!!!
Current Mood:  loved
Current Music: When I think about leaving...Kenny Chesney
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June 21st, 2005
04:46 pm - Wow it's been a long time!!!
I think it's been a while since the last time I wrote, so now I feel I can be open and no one will read this...lol. It's all going to be about work since it's summer...lol.
I'm so aggrivated...I like this guy and he likes me, but there is this crazy phsyco girl, Jessica who won't leave him alone!!! She calls him and begs him to go out with her and even though he says "she's too young" she still does the same things over, and over, and over. She follows him around like a dog at work and tells people that they like each other!!! I just don't understand...people tell me that they do go out and stuff and I just don't know who to trust anymore...Tristan tells me I have a guard up and I guess I do... a pretty darn tall and strong one too if u ask me...I just don't trust people in general all they do is hurt your feelings.
On the flip side I got a supervisor position at Sun Splash!!! I get $7.50 an hour, a collared shirt, and special keys!!! This is so exciting!!! I feel blessed and thankful for that, and especially for Tristan, who put in a good word for me.
This guy is so amazing...seriously, I'm scared to actually get attached, because I mean what if he turns out wrong like all of the other ones??? I just want a guy full of surprises (good surprises), spontaneous and will do all the things I would. No chance though is there for me to fall in love...I think that I'm immune to falling in love.
Current Mood:  distressed
Current Music: I won't say I'm in love...The Cheetah Girls
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January 5th, 2005
01:30 pm - Exams this week...
So, i'm not going to update since the last time I wrote b/c it would be as long as a novel...or something Mrs. Stroh would want...
1) I got out of AP!!! Thank GOD!!!
2) Yesterday was 7th period exams...i didn't finish, but I think that I did good.
3) Today was 3 & 6 period exams...i think I did pretty good on 3rd per exam...but 6th is questionable.
4) What was up with the student parking lot today?!?!?! omg...like normally there's only 2 lines on either side...today there were THREE!!! and i was in the middle of it!!! the cars were only inches apart...it was soo0o0o0o0o scary...I thought that someone was going to hit me...thank god I had Jennifer with me to help.
5) I almost got hit by a school bus!!! I was sitting on the road that you turn onto after exiting to S.P. and getting ready to turn onto Orange Grove, when this bus woops in and turns onto the same road as me...and came inches away from hitting me!!! That was scary!!!
That's about it...right now i'm getting ready to study for AP...which I don't know if i should be happy or upset to do, b/c it's the last time I have to see Mrs. Stroh!!! lol.
Current Mood:  drained
Current Music: Emotional...Diana DeGarmo
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December 21st, 2004
02:00 pm - Finally a day that's not bad!!!
Today hasn't been all that bad, probably because I slept the whole day away...but compare to last week...it's way better.
Ok, I don't know what Doug's problem is...but he so needs to stop. I mean, come on he gets mad at me for "being stupid" yea I may act blonde sometimes, but he crosses the line way too many times. I don't even know what I did to make him hate me so much...whatever it doesn't matter he is a tiny spec of shit in my life...
Well there's only 4 more days till Christmas!!!! Yea!!!! I can't wait...this is the first year I don't know what any of my presents are!!! Later today, Aaron and I are going to go shopping 4 presents.
Yesterday was the best day of my life...not gunna say exactly what, but let's just say I got an unexpected surprise...
I'll update later
Current Mood:  mellow
Current Music: I miss back when...Tim McGraw
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December 2nd, 2004
01:55 pm - This sux...
Today just sucked ass...I hate Edwin...he was the biggest mistake of my life and has made my life a living hell...I don't care about him and never will again...
Today was a ton of little things that made me really upset...I blew up, and if anybody is reading this that I was rude to, i'm sorry. It just seems that the pressure building up on my shoulders is too much than I can carry...I collapsed. That's all...I'll update again one of these days.
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: Welcome to my Life...Simple Plan
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November 14th, 2004
03:27 pm - One more season left...
I can't believe that this year's Marching Season is already gone...it makes me so sad to think that Tiffany and Aaron aren't going to be there next year...I guess this means that I'm going to be forced to socialize with others...lol.
This year all together is going by so fast...It feels like everything is going so perfect...hope I don't jinx myself...I've got great friends, great memories, the perfect boyfriend, and my family is finally starting to come together.
So, Friday afterschool I went over to Aaron's house and played Halo 2, which was cool, but it was cooler to actually play with people online and TALK to them, yea, talk it was soooooo cool!!! I had so much fun talking to the people...even though they probably got a good laugh out of it b/c Kyle, Ram and Aaron I know did...lol. One day i'm gunna get good at that game and then everyone will b sorry...u all better watch out!!! lol. watever.
Saturday was that competition, I thought we did bad honestly...only because people freaked out because of numerous reasons, like we didn't eat before, it was daylight out and we're used to going out at night, and the judges scored really hard. But i sure as heck can't complain about the bus trip, b/c it was awsome... and hot...literally, i think the driver turned on the heat or turned off the air all together...b/c i was sweating soooo bad.
O, and I hate Stephen Pemberton...he's a fag...He seriously shouldn't talk about Mrs. Blalock so terrible...she's the best chaperone we have, and if ur actually nice, or weren't a jerk, he'd know that...by the way...Rachelle and I, and I think Tiffany too have a surprise for him b4 graduation...lol. Can't wait lol.
O, and I can't w8 till the band trip, i talked my mom into letting me go today...it'll b so much fun!!!
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: That's what it's all about...Brooks & Dunn
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October 10th, 2004
02:23 pm - My life is exciting....
Seriously, I should start a sitcom, Casey and I b/c we're hilarious...
This has been a good past couple of weeks...
Last week, Jeremy dumped me, which should've been bad, but it wan't b/c Casey and Chris introduced me to Aaron, the drum major, and we've been talking a lot, and he's a really cool guy. I used to think that he was weird, but i think that that was Diggy. He's so sweet, funny, & cute...he's not like most guys, hoprfully he stays that way...lol. I don't want to write too much, b/c I know he's gunna read this & that might give him a big head...lol.
Aaron and I went to go c Shark Tales Saturday, it was such a cute movie, but I think I liked it more b/c I was w/ Aaron...we held hands which was cool...he has this thing where he like loves lefty's b/c ur "both using ur dominant hand"...which for some weird reason I think is totally cute...
Enough about Aaron...
Yesterday, I went to the Naples mall, and got my homecoming dress...it's soo0o0o0o pretty, and I'm not telling what it looks like, b/c then it won't b a surprise...lol. I also went to Hollister and bought the cutest shirt (i'm wearing it now)...i love the Hollister store...it's so cool, I wanted to buy everything!!!!
Band Practice 2morrow...can't w8...I get to see u know who...lol.
O, and by the way Aaron....I STILL think that Emerald is ITALIAN!!!!! lol.
Current Mood:  flirty
Current Music: I love you...Martina McBride
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September 24th, 2004
09:42 pm - Ummm....
Okay a lot has happened in the past day...
BAND
Last night I got home like at 12, so my mom let me sleep in today. I went in at about 11, and next thing I know...Malaya is drum major!!! That was so fast!!! But congrats to her...i personally think that she deserves it w/ all the hard work she puts into the band and her dedication.
SCHOOL
I only have to say a couple of things about school...I like all of my classes EXCEPT AP!!!! I HATE AP!!!!
FRIENDS
How come everytime i wanna hang out w/ casey...she's always w/ CHRIS??? I mean I know that he's her b/f but it's like when I need her MOST, she's w/ Chris...I don't blame it on her...I just blame it on coencedese(<~~~however u spell it, I don't really care right now.).
HOME
Things at home are so bad, that I asked my mom if when I go to college, if we could just move to another state, because quite frankly...I'm sick of the shit i'm going through...I should worry about my car, not the stuff I do. (<~~~~ Wow. I sound like an emo kid there. lol.).
BOYFRIEND
I am so pissed that I never get to see Jeremy anymore...the only time I see him is at school...I can't even drive him TO school...I know it's not his fault but it just pisses my off that I can't see him...It's torture when you have no one, including your best friend to talk to, then I have to resort to this livejournal...that sux...
time to turn a lot of negatives into some positives... i've been trying to do that latley so life isn't as bad as I think... b/c I know people are way worse off than I am.
POSITIVES
My brother's birthday was yesterday, he's one year old now (one finger!!!). I have a nice car, a great mom, and a great boyfriend that I thank god for every day. And I have me...who else is better than that???
Current Mood:  uncomfortable
Current Music: Carry On...Tim Mcgraw
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September 23rd, 2004
04:33 pm - Junior Year Sux!!!!
Okay, so far, this year sux, marching band just doesn't feel right at all, my family life is just starting to look up...and my grades fall!!! And now I gotta worry about the SATs!!! I broke up with my b/f and then he broke up w/ me, and casey and I have gotten into numerous fights. So School, my b/f, my best friend, and after school sux...the last thing is my health...cross ur fingers lol...I thought junior year was supposed to b fun...
Ne ways...today is my little brother's birthday!!! He's one year old, and Sunday we're having his birthday party!!! It's going to b fun..too bad Jeremy is grounded...we could spend time together...but noooo he ALWAYS had to make stupid mistakes and get grounded.
Right now i'm eating ramon noodles, and getting ready to go to Riverdale 4 a football game...can you believe this???? on a thursday??? and we have homecoming game on a thursday too!!!! excuse my french, but this year is f*cked up!!! At least homecoming is a home game but a Riverdale we're not even gunna get home till about 11 o'clock or 12.
That's it for now i'll update later.
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: Shadow...Ashlee Simpson
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September 20th, 2004
04:01 pm - I Love Ice Cream!!!!
Okay, not much has happened to me lately...right now though i'm eating ice cream and it = yummy yummy!!! lol.
Went to school, and it seems that Jeremy's parents are like torturing me w/ not letting him over or anything!!! He has to ride to church n stuff w/ Lindsay and I guess Kim takes him to school...this sux.
2night=band practice, that sux too...I'm just not in the mood!!!
Guess that's bout it....
Current Mood:  annoyed
Current Music: live those songs...Kenny Chesney
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